Charlie or Charles Johnson

نبذة عني: 1) "I dig dope, and I dig sex"(fiction article, national men's mag, early 1970's, I do not do illegal dope in my state, and pot is illegal in my state)...............2) "big dicks are prime"(Beverly Morris, national men's mag, mid 70's-mid 80's)................1+2=3)a) in my afterlife don't make mine "too small"("too small" said the St. Augustine, Florida 👙 "beach bunny"(girl looking for surfers on beach) when we stripped down at her digs that night after a surf's up 3 to 6 feet semi-glassy day at Blowhole on Anastasia Island with sunny sky and warm temp, 1975-76) again(😠), b) don't make mine the "cute" length of the Doc Johnson 4" Naturals party gag dildo advertised online in the past as "the little guy, too cute, complete with his little balls" again(😠), c) don't make mine such a small length that girls here at xhamster said "your penis is pathetic"(Asian) and "your penis is small, I'm going to go out and find a huge cock to suck, goodbye"(Russian) again(😠), the next time in my sex afterlife make it with wellhung sex appeal to females, and don't be chauvinistic toward them as a group thus subject to social psychology since they were a social group of people as opposed to an individual female which would have made her subject to psychology which is the study of an individual only...........d) don't make mine subject to a tv commercial that says "Sorry Charlie, only great tasting tuna get to be ********," sounding like a slanderous conspiracy against me with the name of Charlie implying my cock isn't tasty enough to perform fellatio on, I've had to live with that tv commercial a long time, I fought back this week by coming up with the stage name of Cim Cimarron...............4) I never had an std, I had mono, or mononucleosis, the kissing disease, in college in 1971, at the college infirmary I had to keep going back and getting my fingertip stuck with a huge wide lancet and the female lab tech would suck on the rubber tube to withdraw the blood, the metal lancet was about a half an inch wide, and it hurt so much that I quit going, lancets now are tiny things, I got stuck with one last week at the endocrinologist, nothin' to it............5) if anyone who knows me or who used to know me finds me here and visited here to look up people they might know to say to themselves they would never appear here like I am and that I must be out of my mind to be on here, now you have your minds in the gutter after seeing all the fucking just as much as I do, so don't have a holier(😇) than thou attitude about me thinking to yourself "Oh I am so squeaky clean in this place," I am on here because girly books are my personality I began developing when I was 12 or 13 years old in 1963 or 1964 when I found 5 grocery bags full of girly books, and had a hand holding neighborhood girlfriend younger than me who wanted to see them, which she did, that was 60 or 61 years ago from now in 2024............6) I have very thick hair and wear it long, I wore it to my waist in the 90's and tied it in a ponytail with rubber bands, I have never had it braided into a ponytail or pigtails, a braided ponytail is a sign of being in a social relationship since braids are made by someone other than the person getting braided............7) I just created a blog on Blogger yesterday October 19th of 2024, and I named it Cim(cum in mouth) Cimarron, I was inspired by Cimarron, NM, which is known as the original city of the Western US, for all I know Cimarron was named after cum in mouth from fellatio but used a capital letter C to keep quiet about it in public........8) I wear 1.50 plastic resin reading glasses............9) for a religion I might have, I don't worship any being who/that is reluctant to give me a wellhung penis or at least a substantially longer one for this life, and then a wellhung one in my afterlife, since they/it gave me one that was shemale-looking by retracting in my body when flaccid, that wasn't long enough, and looks castrated-like for no sex crime I did at all, defaming my sex character, so I don't have any religion that believes in me, check "My moments" to see what I am talking about, I see all the long cocks and I was excluded from that "Exclusionary group"(beginning with a capital E by the way), so I am not religious, I don't get positive vibes from any supreme being or beings, even though the girls I mentioned in 3) wanted to see long penis from me, the supreme being doesn't care about us in this life, maybe in our afterlives, but long cocks in this life don't have to wait a lifetime, that's why I'm not religious, if a sex religion existed in which eternal sex would be available including eternal no reproduction sex as an option, then I would worship that religion and choose the no reproduction option because I had a lousy life as a youngster and would not want an offspring to have one, sending an offspring off to school on a bus to be exposed to a boys locker room with only scalding water coming out of the shower heads and could not be turned off because of no shower handles thus no boys ever took showers, also a steam cloud in the boys locker rooms was floating around in there in the air, and getting attacked twice by other male students are reasons why I will not reproduce, the idea to bus students and expose them to a steam cloud is too WW II Nazi concentration camp-like to me such as when the Nazis sent Jews and intellectuals to concentration camps in railroad cars and then gassed them in showers, also I value no reproduction fucking over family relationships, I'll rely on a self-fulfilling prophecy I create that values fucking with the no reproduction option thus no rubbers would be worn ever to get me a lifestyle for my afterlife...........10) I'm asexual, or aromantic, until I turn the switch back on in an afterlife of existing as a wellhung male, not a castrated-looking intersex, so females in this life need not apply for this life, I do watch porn online though, but there is no romance involved at looking at porn on a 2 dimension monitor screen, romance is 3D live in person and involves the sense of touch, I'm not qualified to participate in that, I wasn't invited, I have no male dowry of wellhung penis I could give to a female, the intersex I live as is a defamation of my character, that's why I dropped out of religion which promised to set me up with a female because all males were supposed to have the ability to get a female as a partner after what happened in the "Garden of Eden," and what happened to my cock minimally developing proves the assumption that I could get a female sex partner as bull shit, ask those girls in 3), we were misled, the real religious leader is me developing a sexual self-fulfilling prophecy I mentioned in 9) that allows for sex without reproduction and includes no pets there, I can't stand pets, I'm an intellectual instead, when I had to dog paddle to save myself from drowning when I was a 3 years old and was tossed into the Naval Air Station pool deep end in Doraville, GA, and no one jumped in to pull me out of the pool, that does not make a dog lover thus a "doggy style" sex lover, you might think I earned that intellectual domain to have sex "doggystyle," no thanks, not quite long enough, wow once I had a barbed side spine of a decomposed saltwater catfish head that was on the beach jam into the side of my left foot when I was surfing and had to go to the Beaches Hospital in Jacksonville Beach, Florida to have them take it out thus I might prefer cats over dogs, but I am not a pet owner, I don't have time for them or the interest, like I say I'm an intellectual, you don't bring your pet to a college class or you would be told to leave.............11) I do not wear tattoos, earrings whether pierced or screw on, body piercings, dyed hair, makeup; I wear a ponytail I use standard office supply store rubberbands with, they grip better than shopping center standard rubberbands, and I wear a thin goatee I trim with a standard hair trimmer and the attachments that cum with it